this is going to be your toughest year it seems like, from death of loved ones to death of a relationship, you will come out of this year with a new level of clarity, you now have valuable tools to raise your daughter horrible life experiences to draw upon and reflect on. its time to reflect on this relationship, figure out what you learned, every relationship teaches you something about yourself, use it to grow as a man. you will find happiness again. if you need someone to talk to you got my number on facebook, and in all honesty if you need to get away for awhile you are more than welcome to come out to califonia for however long you need.