^^^^thanks and im not trying to make anyone sad just want the prayers out there and ya the mother after she had boa she went and hooked up wit my best friend since the 2nd grade>>>so i told her i dont want child support or nothing just get outta my life and then i went to my buddys one night afta the bar and beat the f**k out of him and couldnt stop hitting him>>almost killed him but ya so not trying to make ya feel bad for me but been tough last couple of years