**OFFICIAL** NIGHT CREW Thread (2nd Gen)

[RSXcivicChick]

ok kool

 

[anfrey]

hey everyone, i just got home... still a bit down but feeling better...

 

[RSXcivicChick]

why whats wrong?

 

[J32a2OwnsU]

yeah whats up anf?

 

[42Steps]

Notice his avatar....
http://www.clubcivic.com/board/showthread.php?t=55887

 

[RSXcivicChick]

i didnt relise they were so close

 

[anfrey]

..... and he was supposed to come here last week. . . .. i was gonna show him the pleasantries of life in a new worry-free environment.....

 

[anfrey]

i didnt relise they were so close

luke was a brother. being an only child, only those i consider really close to me (100% trust and honesty) are my brothers and sisters.

 

[42Steps]

It is sad, but I like to think that he is now experiencing the pleasantries of another life....

 

[J32a2OwnsU]

damn i just read you post ni that thread anf....

that does suck..... smile though! His troubles ARE gone.....its just sad that it took his life here to end for that to happen

 

[anfrey]

It is sad, but I like to think that he is now experiencing the pleasantries of another life....

just like my usertitle states. . . .

 

[RSXcivicChick]

i dont know why someone would ever want to do that

 

[anfrey]

damn i just read you post ni that thread anf....

that does suck..... smile though! His troubles ARE gone.....its just sad that it took his life here to end for that to happen

i have such an incredible feeling of impotence right now due to the "could haves" and "what ifs"..... i had so much planned for us to do when he came here.... stuff that would show him the beauty of life, the meaning of things, and the nodes of happiness.

 

[anfrey]

i dont know why someone would ever want to do that

my sense of empathy has been driving me nuts all day today, trying to put myself in his shoes and imagine the mental, spiritual, and emotional process that would lead to this... and.. damn, it's a lot of f**king pain there....

 

[RSXcivicChick]

I know how you feel

 

[J32a2OwnsU]

Normal greiving Anf... keep it coming!!!!

 

[Sleeper]

Pokemon!!!

 

[RSXcivicChick]

why is every1 changing there damn names

 

[J32a2OwnsU]

Pokemon!!!

Arent those the posts the 10 character rule was put in for??? ROFLMAO.....

What up Aron...

 

[42Steps]

i have such an incredible feeling of impotence right now due to the "could haves" and "what ifs"..... i had so much planned for us to do when he came here.... stuff that would show him the beauty of life, the meaning of things, and the nodes of happiness.

I think you still need to do those things in honor of him, and to show you that YOU are still living.... Losing a close friend is something nobody should ever experience, but you shouldn't let that cloud your mind in what is important.... Pay homage to him, live like you would've wanted him to and I believe he will be happy.... Where ever he is....