When I was 15, I started dating a girl. Ended up engaged to her at 18, lived with her, and we broke up when I was 19. She was quite literally nuts. She played it off like she was innocent and naive, but I discovered she was clinically bulimic, Bi-polar, manic depressive, and had a mild case of psychosis (how the hell does someone have a MILD case!?). She was way messed up. As our relationship progressed, she got more and more crazy (began to stop taking her medication), and I began to see her for who she really was. Bad news bears.
After that, I was all about staying single and running through girls like crazy. I did that for a few years, had a few relationships, nothing serious. Then I met my ex who passed away. Was with her for 2 and a half years, and I knew without a doubt I wanted to marry her. All it takes is the right person to put your life, and life choices, into perspective.
Now, I'm having a hell of a time wanting to feel anything for anyone else. I don't even want to bother with women at this point. It sucks. No one compares to her, and I have no idea what to do about it. Some days I'll feel optimistic about women, some days, not so much. Anywho..
So girl whom I thought I may have been slightly interested in is definitely gone Johnson. She felt comfortable enough with me to confess some crazy secrets to me. I felt bad judging her, but definitely don't want anything to do with her anymore.. she's beginning to remind me of the crazy ex from so long ago. Fuuuuuuuck that.
). It's funny how fast things change as you grow older, even in a few years.
. So never date anyone bi polar, or with a kid, it equals trouble.